(Source: jimmyfallongifs, via buttloadsofclass)

"I wanted to go to sleep so that I wouldn’t have to think because the only thing I could think was how much it hurt because there was no room for anything else in my head, but I couldn’t go to sleep and I just had to sit there and there was nothing to do except to wait and to hurt."

Mark Haddon

(via pastthepointof-broken-deactivat)

(Source: draogn, via ruinedchildhood)

crippling self-loathing has rendered me a useless blob today