Francis and Mary + Kiss me


i am broken and toxic and unlovable

I want to be someone’s everything. I want fire and passion, and love that’s returned, equally. I want to be someone’s heart.
S.C. StephensThoughtless 

how do people get dates so easily god almost everyone on here is always”haay guys meeting up a cute boy for a date tonite~ !!” whhhaaaat am I doing wrong why does no one think I’m pretty or nice or worth noticing or talking to or asking out or anything at all, the  only thing I ever am to guys is 1.) invisible or 2.) the most hideous, disgusting creature on the face of the earth that needs to be avoided like poisonous, radioactive, toxic waste, what kind of life is this, sure I can try to not kill myself because I’ll eventually die anyway but the point is I’m not really living, I’m just a worthless mass of misery and despair and tears and really I’m just sitting around killing time waiting to die. What are those girls doing right, why do they deserve all of those things any more than I do?? It just feels like my heart is breaking, I’ve wanted those things since I was little, for as long as I can remember, but I was destined to never have them

I don’t want to die without ever dating or being kissed or having sex but I will, i know I will, and it’s just too much for me, I can literally feel myself going insane because I know I’m never going to have those things even once in my pathetic life

I want to be someone’s favorite person to talk to.